i'll sent a thousand postcard

"Hey there Delilah
dont you worry about the distance
i'm right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes, listen to my voices
it's my disguise
i'm by your side

Hey there Delilah
you be good and don't you miss me
two more years and you'll be done with school
and i'll be making history like i do"
-Plain White T-

berapa kilometer sih cipularang? seberapa lama sih menaiki kereta parahyangan? atau seberapa jauh sih jalan kaki dari pasteur ke kemang? apa sih yang bikin saya terlalu banyak introvent dalam berfikir dan berkata "oh jauh nya kamu". ketika Azure Ray bernyanyi sendu di ruangan 3 x 4 meter kamar saya, ditemani segelas teh hangat, keybord merek "komic" berwarna hitam, dan beberapa komik "war of hulk" yang baru saya dapat dari zero barusan; saya berfikir "mungkin tidak, saya mungkin suka dia. tapi dia mungkin tidak. kita hanya sepasang teman jauh antara bandung dan jakarta". dan iya tampaknya benar. mungkin benar kata Azure Ray yang sedang mendayu dayu di speaker "Creative" ini "I was down but you were so bright". for those godsake, probably we're just two an ordinary closest friend, not more. dan itu sudah cukup menyenangkan bagi saya, karena saya pun terlalu memikirkan eskalasi mitos dari kata kata "ah kumaha engke we". saya yakin saya tidak bisa. tapi perasaan mungkin tidak bisa di halangi, jadi lebih baik saya simpan dengan rapih di sebuah kotak harapan yang dihiasi pita mimpi, hey saya hidup dari harapan dan mimpi. terlalu melankoli, walau mungkin Marjinal benar dengan lagunya Cinta Pembodohan Part-2. tapi apapun itu dan apapun kata orang lain, saya kagum dengannya little wire. so there little wire, this is one so called a dedicated literate that i wrote in this night with tunes from Azure Ray and Godspeed You! Black Emperor that whisper in my ear. mungkin nanti saya akan ada disitu, atau kamu ada disini and pleaaaaseeee dont make a flip and ollie in my heart dear little wire ahahhahahahah :D.



on my 28 "love will bleed us apart" list :
1. Not Available - Hello
2. His Hero Is Gone - Like Weeds
3. Rocket Rockers - Lets Sleeping Dog Lie!
4. Fuck On The Beach - Something I Dont Want To Know
5. Nudist Island - Anxiety
6. Useless ID - Questions And Answers
7. No Use For A Name - Pacific Standard Time
8. The Monkees - Last Train To Clarksville
9. Midtown - You Should Know
10. Jakobínarína - Sleeping In Seattle
11. Toots and the Maytals with Ben Harper - Love Gonna Walk Out On Me
12. Weezer - Waiting On You
13. Suicidal Tendencies - Won't Fall In Love Today
14. Me First And The Gimmes Gimmes - I'll Be There
15. Silver Sun - Found You In A Dream
16. Argentina - My Bathtub's An Ocean
17. Bad Manners - Samson And Delilah
18. Azure Ray - The 4th Of July
19. Bassia - Third Time Lucky
20. Godspeed You! Black Emperor - I'll Be There When You Die
21. Hellogoodbye - Oh! It Is Love
22. Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star
23. +44 - No It Isn't
24. Ben Folds - Song Of Love
25. Jens Lekman - Sky Phenomenon
26. Faceless - She Is
27. Blueboy - Fleet Away
28. Tersanjung 13 - Biar Waktu Yang Menjawab